【Day.84】精神障害あるある?恋した私の意味不明な言動。/適応障害の日常

こんにちは!

towaです☺☺

早いもので10月になりましたね、、

今日は、欲しいものがあるので外出を。

そちらにはスタバがあるので、
今日はスタバで作業をしていこうと思います!

適応障害なのになぜこんなに動けるのかと
思うかもしれませんが、

もともと何かをしていないと落ち着かない
性格なので、ブログを書いたりする時間は
私にとって精神安定剤にもなっています☺

いつも読んでくださっている方もたくさん
いらっしゃってすごく嬉しい…泣。

本当にありがとうございます☺☺

そういえば、先日ニュースアプリで
恋愛失敗談の記事を見ていたとき、

今思えばヤバかったな~と思う、自分の
珍行動をたくさん思い出したんですよね笑。

自分の悪いところを箇条書きして渡す

私は、適応障害になる前から自分に自信が
なくて、自分の悪いところばかりが
目についてしまって…。

好きな人に告白されたときに、

付き合った後に幻滅されるのが怖くて
自分が思う自分の悪いところを
たくさん書いて、メールで送りました笑。

私の性格や見た目など、ありとあらゆる
良いとはいえないポイントを全部!!!

今思えば、好きな人に対して
何てことをしているんだろう、と笑。

ほんとにやばい。笑

でも、私の悪いところを悪いと思わず、
全部ひっくるめて好きだと言ってくれた彼は
本当に心が広くて優しいな、と思います…。

とんだ珍行動をしてしまいましたが、事前に
醜態を晒しておいたおかげで、そのあとの
お付き合いはとても居心地が良かったです☺

免許証を提示させる

とにかく人間不信の私。

数年前、とある人に年齢詐称されたことを
きっかけに、名前すらも信じられなくなって
免許証を見せてもらったことがあります笑。

好きな人に対して身分証明書の提示を
求めるってどうなんでしょう笑。

同じ人ではないですが、
名刺を見せてもらったこともあります、、

疑いの気持ちを持たずに関わりあうことが
できてよかったですが、相手の方には
少し申し訳なかったです。泣

年齢詐称、身分証明書の話は、
機会があればまた後日しようかな笑。

夜中に泣き出す

これはいまだにやってしまう…。

不安や悩みに包まれた夜はとても辛くて、
夜遅くに泣いてしまうんです、、

前は1人だったので誰にも迷惑は
かけていなかったのですが、

今は彼と一緒に寝ているので、私が泣いて
いると彼が一緒に起きていてくれて…。

毎日ではないのですが、
1ヶ月に1~2回ほど、ありえないくらい
気持ちが落ちるときがあるんです。

本当に困ったなぁ…。

こんな感じで、
いろんな珍行動をとってきました笑。

まだまだたくさんあるのですが、
全部挙げていたらキリがない…笑。

さてっ、買いものをして帰ります!

シャンプーを新しくしてみました☺

私は頭皮湿疹ができやすいので、頭皮に優しい
ミノンというシャンプーを使っていたのですが

前に好きだったJelaimeを
久しぶりに買ってみました☺

リニューアルされていて、私の大好きな香り♪

癒される~♡

早く使いたかったので、今日はごはんの前に
お風呂に入っちゃいました☺

さっぱりしたところで、サクッと夜ごはんを
作って彼を待とうと思います。

今日は大好きなハンバーグがメイン。

お肉は元気が出るなぁ♪

もう夜だけど。笑

満腹になったので、今日もゲームをして
寝ようと思います☺☺

また明日、お話しましょう!!

おやすみなさ~い♪

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