おはようございます☺☺
towaです！
なんだか眠いですが、
今日もカフェに行ってきま～す☺
今日はスタバに来ました。
なんだか久しぶりな気がします☺
最近、自分のこれからが不安すぎて
悩んでしまうことが多くて…。
一度悩み始めてしまうと、いつまでも
眠れなかったり泣いてしまったり
するんですよね。
そんな私を彼が支えてくれているのですが、
きっとに迷惑なんだろうな、なんて
思ってしまいます…。
いつもごめんね、ありがとう泣。
私は過去にいろんなことが重なり
人間不信になってしまっていて…。
私自身、こんなに心開ける人に
出会えると思っていなかったので
とっても嬉しかったです☺☺
彼との出会いは会社でした。
同じ課に配属されていましたが、
話すことが多かったわけではありません泣。
シフトによっては、
1～2週間一度も会わないなんて日も笑。
でも、お話する機会があったときは、
すごく落ち着く気がして居心地がいいなぁ、
というのは感じていました☺
これはもう直感？感覚？です笑。
とある日、私も彼も早めに仕事が終わり
少しだけ話し込んでいました。
仕事のことで悩みがあり、
それとなく相談してみることに。
私の考え方や気持ちはひねくれているので、
「きっと否定されるんだろうな～」
となんとなく思っていたのですが、
彼は私を肯定してくれたんですよね…。
今まで否定されることばかりだったので、
なんだか涙が出てきてしまったんです泣。
あぁ、こんな人もいるんだな…と。
涙はばれないようにしましたが笑。
もう少し話したいと思ったのですが、
仕事中に話すのは良くないしどうしよう…。
そんな気持ちでした☺
なかなかタイミングがなかったのですが、
彼が体調を崩して休んだ日があって…。
彼のロッカーにガルボのお菓子と
折り紙で作った健康成就のお守り、
簡単なメッセージカードを入れました笑。
カードには、勇気を振り絞って
元気になったらごはんに行きたいです、と
書いたのを覚えています…笑。
次の日、出勤した彼はそれに気づいて
持って帰ってくれたみたいです☺
そしてその次の日、私のロッカーに箱が！
「元気になったよ、ありがとう。」
という内容のカードが添えられていて、
中を開けてみるとお菓子がたくさん笑。
驚いたのが、箱の底の方にもうひとつ
手紙が入っていたんですっ！！
帰り道の電車の中で、
心臓をバクバクさせながら手紙を開くと…
「俺はいつでもtowaの味方だから。
それだけは自信を持って伝えとく。
ごはんでも何でも、いくらでも誘ってね。
LINEのID書いておきます。
ほんと優しいな～俺は。笑」
え～、何それずるい。
悩みや辛いことを1人で抱え込んでいた私は、
一気に涙が溢れてきました…。
それからは、LINEをして一緒にごはんを
食べに行ったのをきっかけに、
とんとん拍子で付き合うことに☺☺
あとから聞いた話なのですが、
彼は私が転職してきた日から
気になっていたそうでっ…////
私は仕事を覚えることで精一杯だったので
身長高いな～くらいにしか思っていません
でした笑。
まさか付き合うことになるとは、、
いまだにびっくりです笑。
とりあえず、毎日支えてくれている彼には
感謝しかないです泣。
泣いているときはそっと抱きしめてくれて、
眠れない夜は一緒に楽しく過ごしてくれる。
本当に良い方に出逢えてよかった…。
考え方も似ているので、
ストレスも少なくて…☺☺
私も彼にもっともっと尽くせるように、
たくさん頑張りたいと思います！
なんとなく出逢ったときのことを思い出した
ので今日は恋ばなをしてみました笑。
それにしても、みんなはどんな
恋愛をしてきたんでだろう…。
恋ばな大好きだから気になる♡
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